Pretend & Truth~~

Pretend that I can forgive U,
but the truth is I still hate U,
Pretend that I can wising U happily,
but the truth is I want to feel how hurt I am,
Pretend that I can be though go through my life,
but the truth is I still suffer all the time,
Pretend that I doesn't care about U,
but the truth I is I do care U,
Pretend that I forget U,
but the truth is I still missing U,
Pretend that I doesn't love U anymore,
but the truth is I still love U at all.....
If time can be rewind I really hope that I never know u but meet U is a part of my destiny,
I thought that I can forget and forgive U but the fact is I more hate U but at the same time I still love U..
Year passed year by year but I never forget the moments I with U,
With U together, I know the feel of hate, love, sad and happy...
Don't know why among all guys I knew, U are the only One that I really care and your image in my minds is very blur...
Even I can't give U what U but I still hope that now your gf can give U what U wan and what U need....
I really hope that 1 day when U walk beside me, U still recognise me..(that girl almost die because of U....)