Happy Daddy Day's

Happy daddy day and happy birthday to you, my beloved daddy...

I'm sorry daddy, if sometimes I have made you so mad and sad..

I can't promise you that I won't make you sad and mad coz I'm scare I will break my promise..

Daddy, I just can say that I will try to avoid or decrease the argument with you..

I so miss my child time when you help to clean my ears at the stairs (old home)..

Even today we doesn't celebrate it so luxury but I hope that it will satisfied you with the simply dishes..

Daddy, I want to say that I will always be your beloved daughter no matter what happened..

When I'm child, you always hold my hand coz you will scare that I will hurt..

Daddy, now I'm grow up...It is the time that I hold you back...

Sad, Anger and Sick of It!!!

I don't know what is my fault??

Always me give scolded...

I tell you...

You are making me hate and more more hate you...!!!

Working same company with you is so torturing...

Didn't have such things but you want make that things...

Small things you also want to make it like a big deals..

No wonder why have so many people doesn't like you..

It is not because of your position..

Is your attitude when you talking, asking, answering and so much more...

You made me always scolded...

Not my fault I also need to take it...

Hate working with a people like that..

Boss, not I don't like you or working in your company but haved this such as people,

who want work with you anymore..

Everything you also see from the cover but inside it alread broken and have so many thorn..

Malay pepatah have 1 words is 'bagai gunting dalam selimut'..

My friend asked me to more becareful because of my dumbness that always believe what people say and helping people without any returns..

So dumb...

Unexpected things when I'm coming back home~~!!

Tonight I don't Know I feel lucky or bad luck??

When I'm on the way go back home, I saw a couple making love in their car..

At first when, i want turn my stereng to my left hand side,

I feel like have a car blocking my way...

I'm true....

Have 1 kancil coloured : silver

Plat number : SS 6236 K..

At the back stick a Manchaster United sticker..

Adui...

Then I faster drive my car in front of their car and put high my car light...

See what are they doing...

What inside my mind is what I'm seeing..

OMG~~~!!

They are naked...

And they are blocking my way going back home..

I don't know what I should do...??

Should I call my parents come out or report a police??

Then the guy faster gostan his car..

But he still blocking my way..

Then I keep drive in front la...

At the end he drive pass my car side...

haha...

This unforgetable moment for me...

I'm sure he and his girlfriend is so so so so shame now...

This have some photo for you 2 to refer...!!!

Don't let me see you or your car on my road again..

You making road dirty only...

My Dumpling Festival...

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Haiz~~~~

This year de dumpling festival so boring..

Then my friend ask me go encore there sing K lo...

Luckily that nite have people accompany me go sing K...

Wanna sing until lost my voice...haha...

Sorry grandpa..This year I can't accompany to celebrate this fesstival...

There have been happened so many things..

I promise you, I will celebrate other festival that will coming soon...

Miyaan dea harabujii....

Happy Birthday to My BB Kim Hyun Joong!! ♥ ♥ ♥

Saeng il chuck ham ni da oppa...

I hope all ur wishes will be fulfilled..

I started to become your fans at this year since I watched your movie ( Naughty Kiss)..

After that, I started to chase all ur movie..

For example, Boys Over Flower...

I wish that you can come to Malaysia to meet up for your fans..

Anyway, I hope that all your album will solded...

Sarang heo yo oppa... ♥ ♥ ♥

Keep fighting....aza aza fighting...

22.11.2009

This date is the day you ruined my life...

I hope u will remember this date..

I always tell myself I should let you go in order to get something better but I just can't..

Why???????

My friend said that I'm too stuborn to let our relationship go...

Do I too stuborn??

I also don't know..

I just hope that I can faster forget you..

But I know that is impossible..

How can I forget and forgive the person who hurt me so much..??

Each time you lie to me, you scratched a scar in my heart..

When I'm smilling or laughing, it's doesn't means I'm happy..

If you look clearly, you will know that deep inside my heart is bleeding..

Because of you, I know the feeling of hurt, pain, cry, sad and happy..

Our memory become blur in my mind day by day..

Maybe same as you..No.. maybe there are no our memory in your mind...

It's been 2 years since the day you left..

In this 2 years I always think, what is my fault??

What is the reason u dump me??

Because of SEX??

Then your now that girlfriend can give you la??

If because of that reason, I'm so sorry coz it is impossible I will give my first to a guy who have been lie and cheat on me so many time...

You leave without any single word...

Actually who am I in your heart/head??

Just a stupid girl that you called me all the time???

You admitted I'm your girlfriend but you just leave me silently..

How cruel you are??

You leaving me alone in pain and full of sorrows..

I rather become a stupid girl that don't know what happening around me...

Before, I do my best to fulfilled you rather than doesn't do anything but you do is??

I feel so stupid to trying so hard to put you beside me but the fact your heart is doesn't belong to me and you never loved me.....

Don't ask me why I loved you so much...

I have been tell u, there are no any reasons...

If there have reason, the reason is I Love You...

It is so torture seeing you with another girl walk beside me..

It is too stupid falling in love with a guy who doesn't love u at all..

Because of you, I never try to trust anyone around me..

Because of you, I never try to look and accept other guys..

It's because I'm too afraid they will do exactly the same things as like you done to

me...

I really can't take it anymore...

That feel is torturing every single day, every hours, every minute, every seconds and all the time as long as breathing...

All my things is about you, included my blog and my diary..

Who are you that made my life changed 360 degree???

I wonder how can live happily with other gals when you hurted someone who love you with all the soul n more than her life???

I really want wishing can live happily but I can't..

If I say that I already forgot you, that is lie..

This because you left too many scar in my life and heart until my heart can't recover..

I do believe time can cure everything but the truth is can't..

The difficulties of making decision is not to choose but is let it go...

I can cover my scar with my long pants and long shirt but I can't cover my fake smile and my pain...

Maybe it is not your fault...

All is my fault...

Coz I'm so stupid to loving you...

Coz I'm too stupid doesn't listen to your words..

Coz I'm just your stupid girl...

It's not want losing the memories but it's the strength to let it go...

When the time I should let it go, then I should let it go in order to get something better...

Perhaps in one day....Perhaps...