I'm Not Supposed~~~

I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care you,
I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there,
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do,
I'm sorry I can't help myself,
I'm in love with you,
When the last tear falls,
I will stand tall,
And hold onto the memories of how you used to be,
They say no matter how dark the night is,
The sun will rises again,
I say lost love makes ones realizes that no matter how bright the day is,
The sun will always set again,
Just because I smile at outside,
Doesn't means that I'm smile inside,
Love is not all smiles and laughs for the moment,
But crying and fighting for what you believe is right and false will last forever,
It's the distance that makes life a little hard,
Two minds that once were close, are now so many miles apart,
I will no flater though,
I'll hold on 'till you're home,
-safely back where you belong.
See how our love has grown?
You're not alone,
I will wait 'till the end of time.
Open your minds, surely plain to see,
Go ahead and break my heart,
It's useless without you anyways.....

Love or Hate~~~

The way to find out if you love someone or not,
Is by talking to them,
The more you talk to them,
The more you either hate them or love them,
Hate leaves ugly scars,
But love leaves beautiful ones.
LOVE Heavenly Full of Graces,
Bless my bf's beautiful face,
Bless his hair that grows so straight,
And keep him away from the girls I hate!!!

Today was just ones of those days,
Where everything I did,
Reminded me of you and every song I heard,
Somehow related to you,
I hate days like today because they remind me of one the things I don't have.

You know you really love someone when you can't hate them for breaking your heart..

I wish you could look at me,
And see the person you loved once,
Instead of the person you have grown to hate.

You know when I hate you,
It's because I Love You,
To a point of passion that unhinges my soul.

I hate having my soul on the other side of the continent,
but I'm so glad it's with you.

Sooner or later we begin to understand that love is more than verses on,
Valentines and romances in the movies,
We begin to know that love is here and now, real and true,
The most important things in our lives.
For love is the creator of our favourite memories and the foundation of our foundest dream....

I really hope that I can forget U....
Y U always appear in front me,when I almost forget U????
I damn hate U..
I more hate U when I saw U with other girl!!!
Y U want like that treat me??
Do I owe U??
If I have owe U, I already paid back to U..
I just hope we won't have anythings relationship anymore..
I hope that U can explain to me,what happened between us??
Y U want like that treat me??
I really never have been in your heart??
What U promised me, 1 things also U keep it...
Y U want said love but actually U're not???
Y U wan keep lying to me????????????????
I really wish to know the truth from your mouth!!! T_____T
Wo wei ni fu qu, yan lei liu wu shu, wo yi ge ren ku, zhi yau ni guo de hen xin fu........
What U do is U don't care!!!

Sad

Everyone said that I should not quarrel with my mum,
if not that satay po, I will become like that meh???
When I started doesn't speak that person,that person should becareful...
I'm not simply maid someone without reason..
When I get angry, I must have my own reason y I'm so angry that person...
Y I want always out is because like that la...
I can't even rest peacefully...
Everyday come back must have quarrel...
I really wanna leave here...
I so torture...
In addition...so many unhappy things happened around me...
Who can understand me???
NO!!!!!!!!!!
No one will understand me...
To day really so bad luck...
Until i saw 2 times the person I hate so much but at the same time I love so much~~~ T.T
Don't y my heart feels so hurt when everytime saw him...
don give me see U anymore...
I really will crazy...

Pretend & Truth~~

Pretend that I can forgive U,
but the truth is I still hate U,
Pretend that I can wising U happily,
but the truth is I want to feel how hurt I am,
Pretend that I can be though go through my life,
but the truth is I still suffer all the time,
Pretend that I doesn't care about U,
but the truth I is I do care U,
Pretend that I forget U,
but the truth is I still missing U,
Pretend that I doesn't love U anymore,
but the truth is I still love U at all.....
If time can be rewind I really hope that I never know u but meet U is a part of my destiny,
I thought that I can forget and forgive U but the fact is I more hate U but at the same time I still love U..
Year passed year by year but I never forget the moments I with U,
With U together, I know the feel of hate, love, sad and happy...
Don't know why among all guys I knew, U are the only One that I really care and your image in my minds is very blur...
Even I can't give U what U but I still hope that now your gf can give U what U wan and what U need....
I really hope that 1 day when U walk beside me, U still recognise me..(that girl almost die because of U....)