Friday, May 21, 2010

hou sam la..

yaks...
hou sam la...
at thr give ppl scold still wan play wa...
very brainless!!!

i'm so happy today my mum bring me go 1 nation restaurant to take our lunch..
we spoke again..
sorry mum...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

my car..

my car come back liao lo..
so happy..
happened this type of incident,who will sad than me??
haiz..

suddenly wan to know how is Him??
is he fine??
even he lie me so many things but i still love Him and miss Him
i also happy that he teach me so many things..
such as love feeling,sad,angry and cry..

thanks to Him to let me know that he is not mine and he is this type of people..
thanks to Him to let me grow up and become more mature..
thanks to Him to let me know that i will live better without Him...

I will live better without Him...

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

crazy and brainless girl..

yesterday night when i playing my fb,
i saw 1 girl add me..
named keikei wong..
really crazy eh her..
suddenly cari pasal with me..
i don't even know her..

she say that my face like a pig and didn't have the right to say what is the meaning of love..
then she know what means of love oh??

Saturday, May 15, 2010

what the fcuk!!!

it's most memorial day in my life..
just now when i wan go out,i in an accident..
totally bullshit army!!
even they are protect our country but if they didn't obey the law,i also wont respect them..

u know what happen??
they are drunk when driving..
what the fcuk man!!!
kalau mahu mati mati jauh sikit,jangan libat kan orang ba..


make me scolded by my parents!!!!!!
i won't forget their faces n forgive them!!!!!

i really wish that have someone beside me to accompany and lend me a hand..
lucky have that 2 abang saw the insiden..
if not??
i jump into yellow river also can't prove that im unguitly..

i hope that im dead in the accident!!!
so i won't have any problem again..

black jack..

just came back from pub,
tonite i have my dinner with my fren,
after eat our dinner,
we go to ENCORE at Sabah hotel but sayang we bo lui and it's not worth,
then we go black jack lo..
drink until drunk..
hope my mum will forgive me...

tonite i'm really happy....
i hope the time will stop now...

Thursday, May 13, 2010

stress.......

cry half day today...
it's so torture...
i can't do well in my exam today..
only the 1st day but i can't do it well..
i feel so disappointed..haiz............

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

stress and torture...

want exam soon,
i'm so stress now..

actually study form 6 not my wish,is my mum wish because want fulfilled her wish so i study form 6..
u don't know how i feel..
every night i cry also..

feel so torture if u study a courses that u didn't like or interested...

why my life so torture..??

Sunday, May 9, 2010

happy mother's day

happy mother's day...!!
mum,actually i wan said it face to face to you
but...i scare my tears will drop...

mum..i'm so sorry if what i have been do all this long have hurt you and always make you angry..
i'm so sorry...

mum..thanks for bring me to this world..
teach me so many things..
thanks.....

i'm totally exhausted and happy..
cooked for my mum and all the mum at my grandma home..
now i know what my mum feel after cooked for us..
thanks mum..

Saturday, May 8, 2010

sad and hurt...

u know today i'm so sad...the guy who i loved so much,love another gal..and couple with her...T___T
u know my feel ma??
my tears won't drop because of u again..tat is not worth..
669....
i really hate you!!y u wan treat me like this??

did i do something wrong until u wan punish me like this..
i hope your 'liang xin hui hao guo'
i never do something bad behind u..everyday think how to make u happy,smile and laugh..
i wan give u everything u want..fulfilled your need..but see how u treat??
my heart really really pain..
you are my first love,of course i love you more than any girl do..
i never lie anything..what i have been told you is true..

you ask me to learn how to cook,i willing to learn..
you ask me to learn how to make love because you don't want when you make love that time,your wife like a dead fish,
i willing to learn..

you promise me,you won't hurt me again..
just a simple things only..
why you can't do it...
my heart so pain so pain!!
you already know how much i love u but I love you more than you know..
the wounds,the memories,the sadness u give me,i will remember until i die..!