Life!!

i'm wonder y everyone is wearing a mask to be a human being??
y they want lie??
haiz~~
i really not understand leh...
today i wit my mum go to the town pasar there take lunch..
i saw all the hawker is living hard coz wan more business but they life happily...
they continue their routine everyday...
day passed day by day..
year passed year by year...
faces is changing year by year..
but one things is doesn't change is our life!!
ya...life still going on but do u ever think that what life we will go through in the future??

finish exam le...

yes!! im so happy now...
finally finish my STPM exam ler...
doesnt realise that almost end of year 2010..haiz..
time passed so fast then i expected...
after the teacher have been collected all the exam paper today, i saw many happy faces n smiles...
its a great..
it was a great time for me too..
im so happy that im finally free from school uniform but im gonna miss it ..
now im waiting the right time to continue work..
lets finish my holiday at KK 1st...

Alvis Kong

today i saw a news that about a guy named Alvis Kong..
i don't know how to describe this guy, said he is stupid..
No!! he is not stupid...he just too love that girl...
he choose the way suicide coz that didn't love him anymore...
2 persons together is the difficult ways already but they cant together that make their ways more difficult..
sometimes love is unpredictable n speechless...
love come when we not yet ready n go by the time we are ready...
难道爱一个人真的有错吗？？？ 道地是谁的错？？
难道爱一个人真理由吗？？
爱一个人是不许要理由的。。。。
we doesn't need any reasons to love someone...that is asked too much....
true love is no asked any returns...
do u ever think about that person that u hurt so much??
do u ever think about that person feelings??
do u ever think about the consequense??
do u very happy when saw that person so sad n hurt??
i hope u never appears in my life but this is destined that i should pay u...
maybe this is i owned u..
but the debt is clear...i don't own u anything anymore..
i hope that u will be happy n always stay happy....

hou sam la..

yaks...
hou sam la...
at thr give ppl scold still wan play wa...
very brainless!!!

i'm so happy today my mum bring me go 1 nation restaurant to take our lunch..
we spoke again..
sorry mum...

my car..

my car come back liao lo..
so happy..
happened this type of incident,who will sad than me??
haiz..

suddenly wan to know how is Him??
is he fine??
even he lie me so many things but i still love Him and miss Him
i also happy that he teach me so many things..
such as love feeling,sad,angry and cry..

thanks to Him to let me know that he is not mine and he is this type of people..
thanks to Him to let me grow up and become more mature..
thanks to Him to let me know that i will live better without Him...

I will live better without Him...

crazy and brainless girl..

yesterday night when i playing my fb,
i saw 1 girl add me..
named keikei wong..
really crazy eh her..
suddenly cari pasal with me..
i don't even know her..

she say that my face like a pig and didn't have the right to say what is the meaning of love..
then she know what means of love oh??

what the fcuk!!!

it's most memorial day in my life..
just now when i wan go out,i in an accident..
totally bullshit army!!
even they are protect our country but if they didn't obey the law,i also wont respect them..

u know what happen??
they are drunk when driving..
what the fcuk man!!!
kalau mahu mati mati jauh sikit,jangan libat kan orang ba..


make me scolded by my parents!!!!!!
i won't forget their faces n forgive them!!!!!

i really wish that have someone beside me to accompany and lend me a hand..
lucky have that 2 abang saw the insiden..
if not??
i jump into yellow river also can't prove that im unguitly..

i hope that im dead in the accident!!!
so i won't have any problem again..

black jack..

just came back from pub,
tonite i have my dinner with my fren,
after eat our dinner,
we go to ENCORE at Sabah hotel but sayang we bo lui and it's not worth,
then we go black jack lo..
drink until drunk..
hope my mum will forgive me...

tonite i'm really happy....
i hope the time will stop now...

stress.......

cry half day today...
it's so torture...
i can't do well in my exam today..
only the 1st day but i can't do it well..
i feel so disappointed..haiz............

stress and torture...

want exam soon,
i'm so stress now..

actually study form 6 not my wish,is my mum wish because want fulfilled her wish so i study form 6..
u don't know how i feel..
every night i cry also..

feel so torture if u study a courses that u didn't like or interested...

why my life so torture..??

happy mother's day

happy mother's day...!!
mum,actually i wan said it face to face to you
but...i scare my tears will drop...

mum..i'm so sorry if what i have been do all this long have hurt you and always make you angry..
i'm so sorry...

mum..thanks for bring me to this world..
teach me so many things..
thanks.....

i'm totally exhausted and happy..
cooked for my mum and all the mum at my grandma home..
now i know what my mum feel after cooked for us..
thanks mum..

sad and hurt...

u know today i'm so sad...the guy who i loved so much,love another gal..and couple with her...T___T
u know my feel ma??
my tears won't drop because of u again..tat is not worth..
669....
i really hate you!!y u wan treat me like this??

did i do something wrong until u wan punish me like this..
i hope your 'liang xin hui hao guo'
i never do something bad behind u..everyday think how to make u happy,smile and laugh..
i wan give u everything u want..fulfilled your need..but see how u treat??
my heart really really pain..
you are my first love,of course i love you more than any girl do..
i never lie anything..what i have been told you is true..

you ask me to learn how to cook,i willing to learn..
you ask me to learn how to make love because you don't want when you make love that time,your wife like a dead fish,
i willing to learn..

you promise me,you won't hurt me again..
just a simple things only..
why you can't do it...
my heart so pain so pain!!
you already know how much i love u but I love you more than you know..
the wounds,the memories,the sadness u give me,i will remember until i die..!